You seem so far away, away from here

I was thrown out of your world/I just got out by your back door/Suddenly my brightness became so bored/Maybe I just can't bright anymore/Yes I am ugly as much as I can be/And that was always a big part of me/You're dragging me down for what I am/Maybe I never was what you planned/Soon I'll be dead/My words in your head/Will now be a shadow/All my feelings are broken/Love just can't be spoken/When was the last time your eyes saw me?/I don't remember, was I on my sleep?/You're dragging me down for what I am/Maybe I never was what you planned/No use in pretending sorrow/Where will I be tomorrow?